Tuesday, May 31, 2005

*officially unwell*

heya.

just a lil update. yes. im sick. as in, very very sick. hah. how lucky of me to have this comp rite by my bed. being temporarily bedridden is utter boredom. gosh*

was a sudden onset of fever. temp was 39.2*C yesty nite. at least it has decreased slightly. currently 38.3*C. either way. im still burning up here.

tat 1hr in the toilet yesty was just so gross. simply cant stop throwing up. till there's hardly anything else to vomit. *shivers*

and gosh* all those msges tat yall sent. hehkz. utterly touching. seriously did brought me to tears. in fact, my eyes were teary throughout the nite. darn hot despite the aircons. woke up like, every 1/2hr. bleargh.

shucks. head is heavy once again. im off. erms. no. tat is after i reply ur tags. =) yall tc aights. being sick is NOT fun. boo.

*how stupid can i be,
to have even the slightest thoughts of despising you.*

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*My Taggies Replies!*

woots. thanks fer tagging ey. appreciate it veryyy much. here's my reply!

*YaD* ahakz. yeahhh. dun wori aights. we all noe tat u've got a straight mind. SmiLes! =)

*QuntS* omg! reali.? ahakz. sOo sories bout tat! and nooo.!! dearest yuni. i dun hate you lahhh.~ tat thingy was just, erms. a note. no hatred involved. aights.? yuniii~ i luv u uh. and my nerding process have been stalled by this fever. boo~ u tc k. hee. =)

*kNiGht* nyahaha. lahhh. ey. we shudnt fight. coz we're civilized people and not babarians. hahkz. k. i noe, now im beginning to be lame. like you! nyahaa. jk! =)

*HaNiM* nyahaha. thanks! but erms. im taking hmt kan.? and yesty was the malay papers which i already sat for last yr. eyy ur taking hmt too. u ought to noe this! ahakz. n yes, i did great. nyahaa. *tak malu sey~ sheesh.*

*siMapluSmieQualU* nyahaha! namer~ hilarious sey! niways. i dun care uh maxonline/singtel. as long as it's werking. hah! and euws! im onli turning 16! Nooo. it's not abt time yet! nyahaa. yucks! =)

oraits. im done. thanks once again! tc aights. hee.

LoTs oF LuV,
*MuNi*

Sunday, May 29, 2005

*ouch!*

heya.

sheesh. my blogging temptations are back. ouwh wells.

today. spent the whole day over at my aunt's. heh. a 6yr old cousin of mine sunat uh. so we were like, visiting. ahakz. had a splendid time. along wif my cousins, aunts+uncles. yeahs. luv my family.

wonder how my aunt find the time to cook. so yeah, there was eating and more eating. hahkz. plus 2 tubs of icecreams going *poof* in just 5mins. nyahaha. luv my family.

ahakz. there was vcd-watching along wif, erms, karaoke-ing. nyahaha. was hilarious. apart from the sound system being a nuisance to the neighbours, there was lots of laughing and fooling around. simply had the best of time. ouwhs i luv my family.

later at nite. was talking and more talking. past stories and all. hah. plus. ghost stories. *shivers* nyahaha. yerps. scary. i guess. k, it's reali late now. shall not elaborate. nyahaa.

ouwhs yeah. aunt took out a whole box of hair accessories [she's a businesswoman. hah!] so we get to pick. from 2 types, increase to 4. we're indecisive, so finally 5. but i still cant decide, so im the onli priviledged one to get 6 packs. *psst. tat's our lil secret* nyahaa. ouwhs i luv my aunt!

and now. im at home. figuring out if i shud start on my emaths ass. have you.? hahkz. it's already 12.20am.
and im yet to get worn out. but my sis is. boo! hah.

oraits uh. shall reply ur tags. and off i go. from this bloggin werld. hee. gd luck u MT O's takers tmr! =)

*currently. not feeling emoistic.
thus. i have nothing to say here. hah!*

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*My Taggies Replies!*

hee. my utmost gratitudes fer all ur tags. btw. i just replied my tags this morning! n yall are back. hahkz. thanks aights! so here goes..

*QuntS* thank you too. and sories bout tat! yeahh. my tb reali is stubborn. hahkz.

*nAz.* ahakz. now you noe! niways, not on the fact tat yall ran away. but more on disappointed in yall. watever it is, i sure hope so. and thank you. hee. and yes! my usher. *awws* nyahaa!

*Heal~Mie* nyahaha. i expected tat tag! great! u teraser. i was referring to you! nyahaha. and omg! ahakz. dun do tat nimore! it onli seems proper fer gerls. u sound like gay buddies wif yad! nyahaha. =)

*kNiGht* ahakz. ur trying to say, climb the rock.? nyahahaa. niways. seriously, u didnt miss much uh. so cheer up! u've got 3 more talentime coming uP! while this is my last! hmps! hahkz.

*alacrity* erms. did u spell ur name wrong or sumting.? hehkz. niways. using ie specially fer my blog.? awws! honoured i am! see. told ya mozilla aint good! nyahaha. jk! =)

*YaD* nyahaa. enlightened you.? hah! hapi hols you back! and. im prolly waking up very late tmr! woo. nyahahaa.

*cheryyl-* it's been 2 days, and im missing you already. never reali thought tat you could mean so much in such a lil time. [come home soon- pug jelly] nyahaa. erms. may wonders nv cease.! =)

*rawk* nyahahaa. ferstly, it's an open space referred to as a courtyard, so it cant be a chamber. ahakz! secondly. courtyards arent evil, especially ai, since we're a caring sch, learning community. plus ai nv taught us to surrender. so fight! gO! nyahaha. craps. k. tc gerl! =)

oraits. im done. once again, thanks yall fer taggin! hee. rawk on ey! =)

LoTs oF LuV,
*MuNi*

Saturday, May 28, 2005

*peace.*

clicked on Save as Draft.

let me just assume that the person hu's supposed to read tat saved entry, has done so. i wont say "i luv you, gerl" coz that guy would go "Eeeeyyyer". nyahaha. but still. i luv you, gerl.

ouwh yeahhh. how could i forget!

Happy HoLs to everyone who's enjoying term break! hee.

Happy Nerd-ifying to all O'Level takers! yays. im nerdifying too. boo.

Best wishes to you pple taking MT O's on Monday! think abt wad i'll be doing at home! nyahaa. x)

and finally.

Happy Cameron-Highland-ing to US! i've yet to pack.! have you.? nyahaha.

*this feels so wrong,
when it felt so right.*

*blisters!*

Heya.

ouhh sOo sories! been having problems wif MaxOnline. hah. tat explains why i havent been updating.? nopes. heh. oraits. k, here's updates.

weds soccer match was awesome. they played superbly well. but ouwh wells, we werent fated to win. =) still, darn proud tat we made it tat far. *salutes ai soccer B-Boys!* thanks yall.

thurs was I&E carnival. was a mix of fun and sore. prolly coz i was tiny-winy-bit disappointed in their decision to cabut. but yes, i have no say. ouwh wells. classes was nonsensically enjoyable, at least. hahkz.

fri morning was. erms. i refuse to think abt it. nor blog abt it. later on, was nicey uh. aLL SmiLes. =) eh wait, no. there wasnt any badminton. hmphs. ouwh wells. enjoyed waisting time going back to sch. *muni, ur crazy~* nyahahaa.

ouwh yess. to those party involved, sori ehk. but. the talenTime results was sOo NOT satisfying. wad seh. nyahaha. and gosh!! *regrets! x3* reali reali shud have given him more tissues and said i was sec2 instead! nyahahaa. usher was so darn *awwww-istic! hee.

today. my 1st time. stepping into, erms. i dunno wad tat place is called. hahkz! alahh. tat place where pple get married.? tat court.? at fort canning park.? u noe.? yeahh! tat place! ur clever! nyahaha. and gosh* the toilet there is superbly awesome! hahkz. Luv it~

so. spent the whole day at some kenduri wif all my relatives. we cousins were sort of kendarats. enjoyable job uh. nyahaa.had fun wif my cousins. some heart to heart talk. hahkz. was very surprised, and slightly disgusted. i suppose. hehkz. ouwhs wells. i still do luv em. =)

ouhh yeahh! so many pple was like, "tinggi nyer kak......" nyahahaa. k shut up you! i noe im not tAt tall! nyahaha. but ouwh wells, im blessed wif small aunts and cousins. so im tall there. get it.? ahakz! n yeah. ate lots. a hell lot! nyahaha. x)

oraits. woo. super duper long one! hee. im done! i've updated! hapi.? nyahaha. im hapi! and so shud you! wee.

*dun let me make the decision. please.
im in no position to express my views.*

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

*ai soccer woo!*

heya.

alamak. brb. dad just came back. wif makan! nyahaha.

or maybe not brb. prolly lazy to come back online. so yeah. bye bye uh. hahkz.

updates will be done later2 on aights.?

btw. erms. NOW, cann yall see.? hahh.

*hey, yall played well.
it wasnt a disappointment. 2nd is great! =) *

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

*goodbye shoes...*

heya!

ahakz. yeahh. finally! the old template has worn out. so new one. =)

simply luv our courtyard! nyahaha. thanks to dearest yuni, trusted photographer. simply luv ai! now tat we're the nation school for shooting.? wahaha. watever tat means. x)

spent my vesak day hols over at granny's. hehkz. luv it there. my birthplace. hakz. i reali mean it literally. plus. there's never-ending supply of food. hahkz!

ouh shuck! i forgot to update on sunday! supposed to dedicate an entry. hehkz. so now it's belated uh.

*22May* To Dearest Harun!!! *muaahs!* i luv ya darling. happy 7th birthday! now wad.? BILER NAK SUNAT.?!? nyahaha. jk!

so yeah. cakes and all once again. gosh* im gaining weight! hahkz.

post-exams activity had been a sore. wonder wad's coming up the next 3 days. yeahh. soccer finals tmr. hmphs. have yet to decide if im going. fickle-minded, plus last minute decisions. as always~ hehkz.

also. have yet to decide when my parents are coming. meeting the teachers. hehkz. gosh* i feel darn bad troubling them. why on earth didnt i tink of this when i decided to take midyear exams lightly.? pathetic me, as always~

uh! have i told ya.? hahkz. dad actually read my blog. n found out bout my results. which i have yet to tell. gosh* hahkz. but nicey uh. didnt have to start the topic. plus he went easy on me. ouwh i luv him.! [dad, ur reading.? hah!] =)

ouwhs well. done fer today. i guess. darn, it's boring seeing pple struggling fer their mt O's n me sitting there, doing nothing. hehkz. all the best pple!

n ouh yeahh. weather was humid n hot in the morn today. but sheesh, rained later on. leaving me all wet! and it's onli Tuesday! nyahahaa.

*im luving my life,
cos i have frens n family, like you...*

Friday, May 20, 2005

*Freakazoid*

wootsi.

everything is freaky lately.

my msn took a freaking 47mins to sign in. wad's up wif tat.?

i broke my own record. failed 3 freaking papers fer midyear. wad's up wif tat.?

teachers are giving freaking talks to us. ouh yeah, to me. wad's up wif tat.?

she needs to see my parents, when she doesnt even freaking teach me. wad's up wif tat.?

MdmPhysics. i luv her. hehkz. honoured i am. but pathetic i felt. was freaking insulting yet my freaking best reality check. wad's up wif tat.?

tat freaking incident after badminton. *zips fingers* hehkz. wad's up wif tat.?

tat tone when he called. as if doubting my whereabouts. *was in sch all along* wad's up wif tat.?

gosh* tell me why i shudnt be freaked out. told ya didnt i.? hah. wad freakazoids. -jambu's creation-

but still. I LUV TODAY. friday just rawks to the core. and so does DEE DEE Elfeezah. hee. luv her.

*so now, after all is said and done.
maybe im the one to blame, but...*

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

*wonderful break.*

Woots!

hee. great day today. yeahh. aint it obvious.?

woke up. at 6am. when i slept at 12+ wif alarm set at 8am. gosh* my biological clock. it's fixed. hehkz.

supposed to meet up at 9am. n i was late! hahkz. the freaking empty bus was ouh-so-slow! gosh* the apek stopped at evry single bustop when there's nobody. but im to be blamed too. hee!

no matter how late. we were still early. Safra onli open at 10am. nyahahaa. kuek n gang were there. he said, "everywhere i go, also see you..." nyahaa. cuckoo fella.

went into 7/11. got out to mamak shop. back to 7/11. den go arnd looking fer bakery shop. hopeless. so back to 7/11. finally bought sumting! fickle-minded bunch. hah.

bowling. talk2. walk2. window shopping. toilet breaks. lunch at BK. tat part, we werent indecisive. nyahaha. gosh* darn contented. ahakz.

hmt was relaxed. hee. tot of running away when we peeped n saw him giving wksht. hah! skali exam papers~ dun ask bout results. another screw up. ouwh wells.

btw. they now have lifts. but its out of bounds to all students. cheh! niways, we're not students there, are we.? we're visitors. nyahaha. so yeah. we took the lift down, frm level 2! ahakz! curiosity unleashed. sheesh.

bottom line. super duper awesome day. thanks to them once again. ouhhh my darling~ hee.

results marathon tmr. wish me luck. wish yall luck. watever it is, pls deprive me of solemn sight. coz tat'll stir up my urge of breaking down. hehkz. but i refuse to cry.

*and i cant wait.
for you to be gone.*

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

*it's about time!*

woo.

exams are over n done wif. Finally!!! gosh* too much papers.

pls suggest me which subject i shud drop. top on my list, SOCIAL STUDIES!!! but tat's the onli freaking humans subj tat i've got! boo.

ahakz. k. joking. niways. got back E.Maths paper. Oops! are we not suppose to tell tat.? watever uh. gosh* i've got a pathetic C5 fer it. how much worser can it get.?

"you gerls love giving me surprises ehk.? wad happen.? i tink ur the 2nd lowest in class."
"yeah. i tink i've figured tat. im sori MrEmaths..."
"it's ok. [weak smile.] now u owe me one. the next time, u'll have to treat me to Jake's Place. [wanted to say, eh, tak halal. but forget it. hah] today rest, tmr relax. we'll work again on thurs aights..."

yet. undeniable. im to be blame. definitely not much effort put in. hahkz. but now. i feel bad n sori, fer MrEmaths. hehkz. gosh* u shud have seen the looks on his face..

ok ok. enuf bout exams. at least fer now. before the results marathon on thurs. Boo.

tmr! woo. going out wif dee n maria. hehkz. afterall, we've got hmt in the evening. hmphs~ nvm. ought to be fun. gosh* i miss them too much.

examinations deprive us from malay period super-duper-long toilet breaks. hmphs!

things are so nice rite now. hah. im not so sure uh. maybe i was wrong all along. maybe it's just plainly over. watever it is, luving it.

*done taking steps back.
now just keep it this way.*

Monday, May 16, 2005

*the truce is ending.*

heya.

k. i noe most of yall are over n done wif ur papers. but im not done yet! hee. no worries though. it's onli bio n chem paper 1. hahkz.

someone said it's 80 rounds of guessing game. though im not gd at guessing, thinking of it as a game, would be fun. hee. Thank You! =)

currently. doing some sort of revising. wif my online revision buddy. hahkz. tat big-headed guy reali makes me study. healthy competition.

while parents n boys are out. to my aunts. uncle got some kind of bike accident. hehkz. wanna tag along. but cant! hee. x)

today. woo. baked cakeS! yeah. two, not one. hahkz. wif my mummy! fer my adek's bday. woo. im totally full now. gosh. i feel fats accumulating in me! i need to exercise! nyahahaa. k shut up muni.

surprisingly. my abg bought a present fer my adek! omg! tat's like, once in a blue moon! 1 tink i learned after 16 yrs of my life, Never-Ever-Ever expect a present from HIM! but gosh. he proved me wrong today! ahakz.

believe me. everyone else was just as shocked. nyahahaa.

Dearest Musa!!! I Love You! Happy 9th Birthday!!! woo. *muaahs!*

Dearest Siti!!! Happy 13th birthday!!! *muaahs!*

woo. kewl huh.? both of them have got the same bday! hahkz.

oraits. im done. hee. luv today! oraits. i've got to practice fer my chem n bio guessing game tmr! woo.

*a new perspective of life.
im not gonna let you hold me down.*

Sunday, May 15, 2005

*ages ago.*

heya.

i've been updating daily lately. i wonder why. hee.

did lots of things today. the kind of things, tat the last time i did, was ages ago. hahkz.

dun intend to elaborate. laziness somehow suddenly settled in. nyahahaa. im darn happy. woo~

k. maybe not sOo happy. just better den before. hee. that long break. the time out. those steps back. did help in making things clearer. hee.

*stop barging back into my life.*

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*My Taggies Replies!*

ahakz. gosh* less den 24hrs. n my tagboard's already flooded. gosh* u pple made me feel, Lonely No More! hee. aLL SmiLes!

*Fizo* hahkz! no no. it did came frm the thunder! i meant. the first one was a super-duper-loud-BooM. the rest wasnt so intimidating. get it.? n hah! yeah. job well done, walking kamus! ps: hu are u calling kid, kid.? hee. =)

*kNiGht* nyahaha! i noe! i noe! i luv those fat sumos! n i cant stop, i luv 'super-duper' ! nyahaha. n ouwhs. semb too.? kewl! hee. ps: one of the things i did today, since ages ago, is. Watch Pokemon! gosh* believe it.? hahkz!

*pinkyhaze* u did.? woo. kewL! niways. erms. sories to hear bout that. but wad's there to be sad abt.? if he reali likes u too, den he wont mind waiting! get it.? so hold urself together now aights. Cheer Up! SmiLes! hee. n dun wori bout tagging too much. nothing's ever too much fer me. hee. =)

*dark* illya* ahakz. thnz! oraits. will visit soon aights. tc! hee. =)

*YaD* nyahahaa. yeahh yeahhh! niways, can't sleep.? erms, i dun noe. coz i turned in onli at 1am. ahakz!

*kNiGht [again!]* ahakz. sories. was tempted to type 'again'.! hah. btw! omg! nyahahaa. yeahh! tat advert! i luv it! nyahahaa. if ur happy and u noe it, clap ur HAIR! wee~

*irahjambu* nyahahahaa! yeahhh. gosh* i luv you, jambu! u made my day! u made my nite! how would i live without you!?! erms. gerl. i see. u've got a potential. future meteorologist! ahakz! *muaahs*

*cheryyl-* nyahahaa! wad's tat all about.? u noe my answer lah ehhh.? hee. btw. jambu wanna tell u sumting! nyahaha. [gd luck jambu~] ahakz. k bedek, bedek! hehkz. craps.

oraits. im done! thanks yall fer tagging! hee. *Muaahs!*


LoTs oF LuV,
*MuNi*

Saturday, May 14, 2005

*freaking weather.*

OMG!

can you see it.? at ur area.? or maybe it's onli in yishun. gosh! i was totally freaked out! raining now, so tat explains it.

--one super-duper-bright lightning just flashed--

fer those hu missed the experience. read on. 15 mins ago. there was absolutely not a single drop of rain. but fer at least 10 mins. there was endless arrays of super-duper-bright lightning and one super-duper-loud-BooM followed by not-so-intimidating thunder.

but i tell you. the lightning was super-duper-bright! honestly! hahkz.

they're all telling me tat the sky is red, signs of impending rain. so i checked. n gosh* guess wad. i cant see any skies AT ALL from my window. there's only nice views of tall buildings, they call flats. urghness!

--another flash! gosh.--

bleargh. no wonder i dun feel any affection fer stars, skies, or clouds. despite the fact that they say it's preety. it's definitely cos im deprived of the sight.! nyahahaa.

--another super-duper-bright lightning--

k. that's all that i have to say. nyahaha. my main point of updating. freaky weather! hee.

--one more! k. it's not as bright. but still. a lightning.-

--another one! god! this one's definitely a super-duper-bright lightning.--

you see.? it wont STOP. gosh. im still freaking out. totally scary. gosh*

hee. why am i suddenly feeling happy.? been a longgg time since i last have a hapi entry ehk.? missing happiness. ahakz. im happy! i've figured some things out. slightly clearer now. and... it's gonna be a super-duper cold night.!

how great is tat.? apart from my air-conditioner n the fan tat's blowing rite into my face now. gosh. it's superbly cold! *shivers* im luving the rain. im luving everything rite now! wee.

--one last super-duper-bright lightning to be stated in this entry.--

im sure more is yet to come. n im freakingly enjoying it. hee! woo~

*you said goodbye. too many times before.*

Friday, May 13, 2005

*my reality check.*

heya.

hehkz. still feeling pathetic bout today. but still. it's a great day uh.

Friday the 13th- she wrote on the board. wad's tat.? supposed to be farni or sumting.? hehkz.

hmphs. found out my EmathsPaper1 results. it's nice actually. wouldnt have felt pathetic if he hadnt given us tat talk. US, as in, us and onli us. like some screwed up pple, ruining 4e2's glorious name. pathetic. bleargh.

but still. felt sori. fer myself. fer him. towards him. gosh* im a real disappoinment. tat talk. hehkz. was a real wake up call. my reality check. *wake up!*

hmphs. teachers. hehkz. "we dun like gossiping bout students." yeahh yeahhh. den wad's all that bout us being *sensored* and plans on how to single us out. hmphs.

hating Mr You-Noe-Hu. no no, not Mr Emaths. he's kewl. great. my O'Level results saviour. tat other Mr. hu's discrimating us. biased. himbo.

k. watever. freaking paranoid. hehkz. trying to stop.

dun take this as, something bad or watever. it's just tat. i feel. like i dun mind. it's about time. we get separated uh. allow some space to concentrate in class.? hehkz. i dunno. k, shut up muni.

enough breakdowns fer today. im at the most fragile point now. so dun tell me ur sad stories. but if it reali helps in u telling me. den i'll be around..

*get out of my mind.*

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

*screwed up*

exams. total blearghness.

i dun get myself. didnt put in much efforts. stuck wif the ignorant thoughts of mid-year. but i still get frigging piss wif the idea of failing. why.?

frigging papers. i noe i screwed up. shud i even be bothered in the first place.?

expecting an ungraded mark fer eng, this time i wont laugh. dun ask bout emaths. humanities are a gone case. bio was stupidly funny. phy was blissfully idiotic. amaths, was Frigging Absurdly Frustrating.

-blanks that added up to at least 10marks existed on every single frigging paper-

dun ask me why. didnt even complete enough questions to pass my amaths. absurd. hating myself fer tat. heading fer a breakdown.

ouwh wells. wad's done is done. there's always paper2, they say. true enuf. hold ur chin up high, gerl.

somebody adviced. how sweet of that person. hehkz.
take a few steps back. things are a little too blur...

*ur not screwed up. ur onli temporarily lost.*

Friday, May 06, 2005

*no-school-friday*

heya.

doubt i'll be updating much nimore. yes yes. partly exams, partly laziness. but im too faithful to this blog. so dun wori, aint abandoning it. =)

gosh* they're all so sweet. yuni e-mailed me. jambu came online just to tell me. n naz offered to msg fer me. hee. clever ppl. noe tat my prepaid's low. hahkz. yays. we're going cameron. in 1month + 2days time! woo.

fer now. exams coming head on. believe it.? i've yet to start revising. hmphs.

didnt have to go to sch today. n i waisted it. woke up late. den yada yada. went out wif Aimah. Cp. Sp. Np. took pic n made her ez-link. bought mum's present. hee. got some hairbands at Aries. n Popular to replenish my stationeries.

the afternoon. was in mum's room. fan plus aircons on. raining outside. curtains drawn. radio blasting. tuned to 98.7FM. pillows surrounding me. on tat king/queen sized bed. im not sure. gosh, nice emo-istic feeling. hehkz. daydreamed. alot. hmphs.

k. prolly not updating on sunday. so.

Hapi mother's day, mak. i luv you ouh-so-much. im sure you noe tat. but ouh wells. i luv you so darn much. could never ask fer a better mother den wad you already are. *muaahs* thanks fer every single thing of my life. i luv you.

n erms. there's some may babies cuming soon. but heck. tink im tired of being the nice one, dedicating entries fer pple. so, to one and all hu's celebrating their bday this month. Happy Birthday!

you. i dun get you. maybe it's just me. teraser. but why, the cold shoulder.? hmphs. it's me.? or r you just pissed off, n i came at the wrong timing.? im tired. you can just tell me tat u hate me, you noe. it's unfair tat im the one, always trying to cheer ppl up. if you're not hapi, and im not making you any hapi-er, den the least you could do, is not to make me un-hapi. pretend, at least.?

no. tell me the truth, at least. so i wont be teraser. gosh. maybe you reali do hate me. hmphs.

k. now i noe. im a hypocrite. i look hapi all the time.? well no. tat's a pretend. so pple around me wont be affected by the pissed-off feeling in me. geddit.? yeah. n now, im tired of pretending. so screw all you pple, now tat im pissed.

hehkz. wad crap. i've decided. i tink. i dun want to be nice anymore. irah said tat im cruel. coz preety pple to her seems ugly pple to me. n i'd stand my ground. critisizing. yada yada. ouwhs yeah. im so myself when wif her. wif dee n maria. but i cant seem to be myself when wif others.

k fine. im done. crapping my emo-istic feelings in here aint satisfying. coz there's too much limitations. boundaries. the pple reading this. i noe, i dunno. you teraser.? yes.? gosh, dun uh. wasnt my main intention. no.? good. coz ur not suppose to. wasnt my main intention.

*pissed off wif everything around me.*

Monday, May 02, 2005

*goodbye april...*

Heya.

hehkz. i kinda promised myself not to come online. ouwh wells. i lack discipline. and as of now, time. tink i'll manage, somehow. =)

niways. hapi labour day ppl. hee.

a new month. May.? hmphs. a month nearer to the O's. april had been great. erms, lots of ups. some downs. confessions here and there. all smiles. some unexpected. some sweet. some scary. *shivers* hehkz.

i dun quite noe. whose side am i on.? feel like a hypocrite. hmphs.

not feeling well now. hehkz. normal thingy. coughs. flu. fever.? yesty was atrocious. slightly better now. need a miracle to pass my eng paper tmr. *shivers*

plus. we'd be missing mt period tmr. hmphs. i need dee. missing her. too much. alot. hmphs. hmphs.

fer as much as i have scamzs, practically all the time. online, in class, yada yada. i cant seem to tell yall everything. as least, now i realised. i tink. hehkz. sories. yet, it does not make my luv fer yall any lesser aights. =)

no no. stop. i shud not be like this. screw this fever. hmphs. yeah. i luv scamsz. too much. alot. yall simply bang my world. hmphs. looking forward to highlands! i guess. hmphs.

sheesh. i feel bad. real bad. could it be, exams fever.? hehkz, nah~ munirah.? definitely not. i was even smiling seeing tat 18/50 on my eng paper last yr, rite.? so cant be. hmphs. screw exams.

i dun like disappointing people. friends. parents. just simply anyone. hmphs. so dun put me in a situation, where i would have to disappoint you. hmphs.

*i need answers. yet im afraid of wad de truth holds.
...profoundly lost.*

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*My Taggies Replies!*

hahkz. see. im smiling back again! yall are exactly the reason, why im still online! hee. =) *Muaahs!*

*cheryyl-* hahkz! someone hu abandoned the AI family. and i second tat! dun spoil scamzs! =)

*sindhuu*** erPs. popular.? it's always yall.! hahkz. and hah! nice line. is ur brother dumb or is he dumb.? ahakz. actually, it kinda makes You look dumb.? nyahahaa. joking! see ya soon! =)

*Myra.* ahakz! kewl abg u have ehk.? niways. nahh. not kaypo. tat poor soul is always welcome here! nyahaa. *catches flying kisses* and. *throws back at ya!* =)

*irahjambu* ouh yeahhh! awesome apek. but erPs. techno seh! hmphs. pluss. it was Marghrib den. tsk tsk, dahsyat budak2 skarang. klau bus terbalek, satu2 mati berdosa. nyahahaa. k k, was joking. =) *techno, boo!*

*Mie~* hahkz. dun be disappointed aights. we'll make a fan club some day, den u can join. hehkz. u tc too. and Thankz! *awws. scamzs forever mood.*

*QuntS* ahakz. yeah! wad 'siah'. must set gd examples fer cheryl.! use 'seh'.! nyahahaa. i second tat! happening, yeah. clubbing, woo. techno, super duper BOO! =)

yall shud stop visiting, so that i'll stop having blogging temptations, and concentrate fer the exams. ironically. i luv it when yall tag, coz it some how makes my day, seeing all ur daily craps. hahkz.

best wishes to all fer the exams! it's mid-year! werk hard! fer pple taking O's... dun wori! it's not accounted fer our prelims! nyahahaa. k. *ignore my stupidity.*

hehkz. k. im done. thanks once again. =) *muaahs*


Lots Of Luv,
*MuNi*